and so it has ended.
he didn't stop her,
he didn't even ask why.
he accepted the situation.

until the very end,
it was still a guessing game.
everything went unclear,
everything seemed unsure.

the truth was then judged,
but no one really knows except her.
she got too tired,
too tired of what?

the wide absence of a certain feeling,
a whole lot feeling of emptiness.
the thought of feeling all these,
knowing the mere fact that she's not supposed to.

maybe he knows,
maybe she knows.
or maybe he doesn't
while she does.

maybe he thought she's happy about it,
that she's been wanting this to happen,
why it seems so easy for her
but can he ever tell?

she wasn't fed,
she wasn't nourished,
what made the situation come to an end?
she's tired,too tired...

she even waited for him to say,
"wait,let me make-up all the things/time i lack/missed"
too tired of feeling empty...
empty...it has ended.

©seth.26032008

graduation na bukas!
nasa editing process pa ang thesis,maybe 'til summer nag-eedit prin kmi ng thesis,,
i've been living in my own world lately,,nope it's not what u think,,i'm not going independent.^^v i've been sitting in front of the PC lately and just watch k-pop,j-pop videos and films, checking out the story line,concepts and shots,,haha,what a boring thing to do eh?well, that's what i've been keeping myself busy. the moment i sit in front of the PC, no one can ever disturb me!haha!literally!its a scenario of "i-can't-hear-them,they-can't-see-me".
cyworld is also addicting!add me up!: http://us.cyworld.com/chonghee_seth
hahahahahahaha!i've been busy keeping the electricity bills up!hahaha!bad sethy.i shud start looking for a job, right?i haven't even finished my evaluation for CAD and still editing thesis.
well, just felt like posting...
*sigh

and for the COM41 peeps_kita-kits sa bonding kila Gie on march 27!umayos kau!mag-bonding tau ha!
may naisip akong topics:
a. mimic me
b. when i first saw __ she/he was like ___
c. when i see __ she/he reminds me of ___
let's video this activity,it would be super fun!then let's upload it at youtube!haha
tada! are u excited?i am super excited! c ya!

congrats to all the graduating peeps out there! ^_^

& oh!my biggest problem,i have to sleep early tonight becuz i have to wake up early tomorrow and i have to apply cosmetics on my own!oh my,guess everyone will be shocked tomorrow!haha.

there was supposed to be an occasion, or so i thought.
there's been this plan in my mind, an act i can't execute for it will surely cause terrible effect
well, the song playing in the background will fully explain what i mean.
the song should be dedicated to me.
i intend not to show the title and not to post it's translation.
if ur that curious, u shud find the title of the song and it's translation.
the clue: super junior

if u have figured it out, message me..

that's it.
sigh,,,

[4:05 am.kasalukuyang gumagawa ng narrative report para sa internship journal.suju music playing in the bg]

Pumutok yung gulong ng jeep na sinasakyan namin sa may Marina, dun sa tapat ng Chinese temple,kagabi around 8:30pm pauwi galing Solar Entertainment sa Makati to get our evaluation forms.

here's the catch:[skeptic?]i was closing my eyes while riding the jeepney, but not to sleep. gusto ko lang ipahinga. then i had this "premonition". Same jeep, same people then something negative happens, there's panic. What's exactly happening didn't seem clear during that time but what's clear is when i opened my eyes, i saw the panic that i saw seconds before, during the times my eyes were still closed. The right tire in front bursted. Good thing before that moment, the driver slowed down due to the other lane with cars driving out from Macapagal road and thanks to the shoulder with embedded mini humps, we're saved! the jeepney didn't spin but slowly and safely stopped.

The driver changed his tire and after only about 10min, we're back on the road, zooming to imus cavite! In a snap, i'm at Imus already. Haha,
ganun kagaling c manong! no wonder his tires reach the point of blasting.

nagalit tuloy ung mama ko kay ____ bakit daw kasi ang dami pang kailangan lakarin eh alam namang pag graduating lapitin sa disgrasya.

i don't think so.i'm very skeptic bout this.i think it's just coincidence.

ayun lang,back to narrative report writing na ako,nagluluto na ng breakfast tita ko ndi pa ako natutulog,dami ko p namang agenda bukas.,,tsk,,

wishing all the graduating students Luck and safety; God bless,

sexybabes <-- [bagong name ko nnmn,haha.sabi ng sis ni Gie]