^_^
Friday, April 28, 2006 / 10:19 PM
i never thought i would say these lines..^_^v
ehemmm
Monday, April 24, 2006 / 11:42 AM
hehehehehehe...
ang cute nia,,...
^_^
elation
/ 2:14 AM
^_^
my senses elate...
i miss all of you
Saturday, April 22, 2006 / 11:00 PM
tama c jhonie..it's not the falling down that hurts.it's the SUDDEN STOP...
i feel so alone..
Suddenly, ung mga nakasanayan kong kasama at mga nakasanayan kong kausap bigla na lng nawawala...
sabi ko magiging optimistic na ako but right now, i admit that i can't help but be pessimistic..paranoia bothers me too..
*sigh, ano ba naman 'to...
normal pa ba ako?tell me...
if you are going to ask me how many times i go online...
the answer is as much as i can possibly be...
i'm waiting, expecting to see some friends online so that i can chat with them..
i miss them...
naka-unlimited nga me, wala nmang ka-interact kasi cla naman ung walang load..sayang unli...la nmn ako mga quotes..
there must be something wrong with me...
baka ung judgement ko sa ibang tao bumalik sakin..
baka hindi pala cla ung ganun..ako pala talga..[karma?]
hope...
i shud be hopeful...
i shud luk at the brighter side...be optimist..
madaling sabihin, mahirap gawin..
*sigh
right now physically, i feel so ill..
it's difficult to breathe & i'm suffering from cough & colds..
dumagdag pa sa pahirap ng masyado kong pag-iisip...
take care everyone and God Bless..
Pray for me to have hope and learn finally to look on the more positive & brighter side of life...
i feel so alone..
Suddenly, ung mga nakasanayan kong kasama at mga nakasanayan kong kausap bigla na lng nawawala...
sabi ko magiging optimistic na ako but right now, i admit that i can't help but be pessimistic..paranoia bothers me too..
*sigh, ano ba naman 'to...
normal pa ba ako?tell me...
if you are going to ask me how many times i go online...
the answer is as much as i can possibly be...
i'm waiting, expecting to see some friends online so that i can chat with them..
i miss them...
naka-unlimited nga me, wala nmang ka-interact kasi cla naman ung walang load..sayang unli...la nmn ako mga quotes..
there must be something wrong with me...
baka ung judgement ko sa ibang tao bumalik sakin..
baka hindi pala cla ung ganun..ako pala talga..[karma?]
hope...
i shud be hopeful...
i shud luk at the brighter side...be optimist..
madaling sabihin, mahirap gawin..
*sigh
right now physically, i feel so ill..
it's difficult to breathe & i'm suffering from cough & colds..
dumagdag pa sa pahirap ng masyado kong pag-iisip...
take care everyone and God Bless..
Pray for me to have hope and learn finally to look on the more positive & brighter side of life...
death
Friday, April 21, 2006 / 12:15 PM
i don't fear my death
i fear losing my loved ones..
i treasure them so much no matter what or how big the role they played in my life..
Always pray to God
God Bless you all
aaarrrgghhh!!!
Thursday, April 20, 2006 / 12:27 AM
how to become optimistic???
tell me!!!!
teach me!!!!!!
i don't want to be pessimistic anymore!!
arrrrggghhhh!!!
Need to be next to You by Leigh Nash
Monday, April 17, 2006 / 4:09 AM
Been running from this feeling for so long
Telling my heart I didn't need it
Pretending I was better off alone
But I know that it's just a lie
So afraid to take a chance again
So afraid of what I feel inside
But I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath of you
Oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smile each morning
Looking to your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you, oh I
I need to be next to you
Need to be next to you
Right here with you is right where I belong
I lose my mind if I can't see you
Without you there's nothing in this life
I would make life worth living for
I can't make it if you're not there
I can't fight what I feel any more
Cause I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath of you
Oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smile this morning
Looking to your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you, oh I
I need to be next to you
I need to have your arms next to mine for all the time
Holding for all my life
I need to be next to you
I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
Need to be, need to be next to you
Share every breath of you
I need to feel you in my arms, baby, in my arms baby
I need to be next to you
Telling my heart I didn't need it
Pretending I was better off alone
But I know that it's just a lie
So afraid to take a chance again
So afraid of what I feel inside
But I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath of you
Oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smile each morning
Looking to your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you, oh I
I need to be next to you
Need to be next to you
Right here with you is right where I belong
I lose my mind if I can't see you
Without you there's nothing in this life
I would make life worth living for
I can't make it if you're not there
I can't fight what I feel any more
Cause I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath of you
Oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smile this morning
Looking to your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you, oh I
I need to be next to you
I need to have your arms next to mine for all the time
Holding for all my life
I need to be next to you
I need to be next to you
Oh I, oh I
Need to be, need to be next to you
Share every breath of you
I need to feel you in my arms, baby, in my arms baby
I need to be next to you
Happy Easter!
Sunday, April 16, 2006 / 7:53 AM
God Bless Everyone!! Have a very nice day!
Happy Easter!! ^_^v
One in Me by Akafellas
Saturday, April 15, 2006 / 12:58 PM
I just cant stop the pain
that your beside me, it so far away
im holdin on to this lies
that even that one day you'll be my pride
its like wishin on the star
that i know will never be mine
i cry and cry whenever that star
isnt there to shine
so now i tell my heart
before i lose my mind
that i dont have you baby..
hey im here for you
and you just dont seem to care
but im here to stay
and forever baby
and i'd be here in your arms
hopin that someday
youll see me
find the one in me
how i wish that you know (what i keep inside)
even just a bit of me i can show
coz i'm dreamin over you everynight
oh babe that someday
you'll be by my side
and now its killin me
this fantasy's been
blowin up my head
and i just wanna wake up
but here i fall there back again
so i might as well believe
that your the only one for me yeah...
i just cant get out you out of my head
i'd build the hurt all over again
coz i know you wont be mine
but keep it up this time
that your the only one for me
just open your heart
will you ever see the light
the love in me?
vacation @ Bataan
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 / 6:00 PM
i had fun..
i went to chanz.com..
got the chance to meet franz & his uncle, dad, cousins, sister and Dogs...
i played with Serafina, the cutest shih tsu[is this how to spell it?] in the world owned by my clan in Bataan..
well, i felt sad later on..c franz may kasalanan!!! ^_^ peace kasi naman napakamahiyain..
anyway, i'm back here in cavite..
personalizing my web world stuffs again..
and i love and like doing it.. ^_^
here are few pix...
i love this blue-eyed kitten
me playing with this hat/fan
this is serafina on the stairs
serapipay
serapipi ^_^
i went to chanz.com..
got the chance to meet franz & his uncle, dad, cousins, sister and Dogs...
i played with Serafina, the cutest shih tsu[is this how to spell it?] in the world owned by my clan in Bataan..
well, i felt sad later on..c franz may kasalanan!!! ^_^ peace kasi naman napakamahiyain..
anyway, i'm back here in cavite..
personalizing my web world stuffs again..
and i love and like doing it.. ^_^
here are few pix...
i love this blue-eyed kitten
me playing with this hat/fan
this is serafina on the stairs
serapipay
serapipi ^_^
Condolences
/ 5:53 PM
Please pray for Cyril's soul, Mia's cousin who drowned and died yesterday.
