this morning, i woke up with a smile on my face remembering the happenings last night..
i went to school this morning still with a smile..

but something went wrong...

thursday nanaman bukas! stress day nanaman!!so i get to be stressed twice a week!
aaarrrggghh!!

economics-recitation
world litt-quiz, discussions & assignments!
philo of man- recitation
sociology-play![i hate performing!]

subject name pa lng mabigat na!ano pa kaya ung content!?! 10am-7pm pa yan ha!
ano ba yan puro reklamo nanaman ako...+_+

grabe, nakakatakot p nmn umuwi pag gabi na...ipagdasal nio nlng safety namin..huhuhuhuhu...

ayokong maranasan gabi-gabi ang makasama ang mga masasamang loob.... T_T

God bless us all!

oo nga naman,.most girls are dreaming to be in the scene,..cno ba naman ang may ayaw nian?ung mga bitter/manhater?bitter/manhater nga ba or in denial?hmmm?

bakit nga ba masyadong big deal yan? lam nio nagkaroon ako ng time na mag-isip-isip tungkol dian.

noon kasi, mejo boyish ako so i'm not really into admiration & the like. parang man-hater..then someone admired me when i was in 1st yr. highschool & i almost cursed him for liking me! i felt nauseous seeing him that time!yabang ko noh!i know..my main goal that time is to get rid of him, to make him hate me but he doesn't seem to care! i was too young to appreciate those kind of stuff! hindi nga ako nag-aayos noon so that no one would appreciate me. those were the times i started to ask the question why is it a big deal to have a boyfriend?

as i started to grow, i slowly learned to appreciate the opposite sex and also the things they do for girls. most parents would forbid their daughters to have any commitments. mine's different. my mom would tell me,"masarap mag-aral kapag my inspiration. you would see hearts instead of stars & numbers around you[giggles]" i would just laugh as a reply. my dad would say,"mag-post k dun sa plaza WANTED BOYFRIEND!para may kasabay ka na pauwi"then i would say "ha-ha-ha". they said reverse psychology is good for me not to be rebelious[no offense].

so you think i already figured out the answer? your wrong!
upto this time, i'm still curious.i have no boyfriend and i never had.

siguro kaya big deal dahil nga sa curiosity.

how does it feel when someone holds ur hand in front of everyone?
how does it feel when someone of the opposite sex is very proud to have you in his life?
how does it feel when someone tells you or makes you feel that you're the reason why he continues to live & be inspired?

at kung anu-ano p mng katanungan na gusto nilang sila mismo ang makatuklas ng sagot.

impakta ako kung sasabihin kong hindi ko napagdaan to..

naging-curious din ako..kahit hanggang ngaun...

pero naisip ko, masyado pang busy ang buhay ngaun..3rd yr college nko at karamihan ng subjects ko ngaun eh puro major. Priority ko pa rin ang pag-aaral at malamang halos lahat naman ay katulad ko.

siguro nga hindi pa ngaun ang panahon para tuklasin ang mga sagot sa maraming katanungan sa isip ko. marami p nmng panahon para dian..

BUT!!!!!!!!!!kung dumating man siya ngaun, i'm not closing my doors. we just have to talk bout these things.if he's willing to wait. ^_^
ok n sakin ung ma-feel na may naiinspire ako at may inspiration ako..endearments kahit unofficial..i'm not gonna be that serious with my feelings..dahan-dahan lng..

I belive that everything happens & will happen for a reason, everything exist for a purpose & these things happen------AT THE RIGHT PLACE AND AT THE RIGHT TIME.

for now, we just have to focus on our responsibilities and priorities. There is no reason for girls to frown and be desperate.

SMILE, be happy and enjoy life!Open your eyes wide! you'll see lots of reasons to be happy.
ciao!God bless ^_^v

i finished my 6th layout and i submitted it to blogskins..i'm not sure if the people there would appreciate my work. i did a little experimentation.^_^v i used light colors[yellow and blue] but the theme is a heavy emotion. it's title is "DAMAGED". ^_^v
here's the link:

http://www.blogskins.com/info/96635

God bless!
please visit the "noodlesclan" blog. i made the layout. tnx.
^_^v

my 4th layout! like what i've written in my welcome note, it's for personal use.. i just want to have my very own blog skin. ^_^v

the chatterbox is below!!i made it easier for you guys to tag me!! ^_^v you can now easily leave a message anytime you want! no more clickings!

so any comments?? ^_^

God Bless

3rd skin finished!! so what do you think?

.:the latest version of adobe photoshop
.:the latest brushes available in the net
.:the latest fonts available in the net
.:the smallest mp3 player
.:flash disk having 1gb
.:i wanna change my friendster profile layout but my mind went blank that i can't think of anything to replace it.
.:i wanna make a blog layout but my mind is blank +_+

+_+ i want all these things badly.. +_+

oh my!where did my mood go?!!! T_T

wasn't really that great..it was boring & got loads of assignments & upcoming quizzes already..

*sigh...

i plan to make new layouts for my friendster, this blog and the blog of our group.

this week's gonna be really busy... school days was/is/will never easy...

God bless

another layout!the exact opposite of the 1st layout i ever made..target ko kasi ung mga bloggers na in luv at sawi sa luv lyf..hehehehe,,, ^_^v mas simple nga lng 'to ngayon ...ndi ko nga alam kung maganda 'to eh..basta wala lng...hehehehe...ano sa tingin nio?

successful! nalagay ko n ung code ng comments!pwede na magcomment sa posts ko!
still, u can tag on my chatterbox if u like ;)

salamat!

^_^v ingatz God bless.

look guys!! my first ever layout!!! ^_^v i'm so happy!! i'll do better next tym. too bad i can't put comments after every post 'coz i can't figure out how.
fortunately, u can comment on my tag board!
have a nice day!
God Bless!

After watching too many touching TV programs, I realized a lot of sensuous things.

.: The reason for life is love. People live to find and learn different ways of loving.

.: The more you ask for something, the easier you become unhappy. Dissatisfaction—that is.

.: People don’t have the reason to be sad; if they would just open their eyes to all the things around them.

.: Most would say that they will give everything even their life for the one they love. That would not be my ideal guy. I would want someone who will protect me. How could he protect me if he would easily give up? He should fight to live[for his life too] so that he would be able to keep on protecting me. [This is not to be taken literally.]

.: I don't believe in destiny because destiny[as what others would say] is LettinG things happen not MakinG things happen.

all of these realizations are easy to say but are very difficult to apply or do in the real world..

*it's raining hard outside then suddenly i felt like blogging ^_^*

Chocolate may boost brain power
May 24, 2006 12:02:46 PM PST

Chocolate lovers rejoice. A new study hints that eating milk chocolate may boost brain function.

"Chocolate contains many substances that act as stimulants, such as theobromine, phenethylamine, and caffeine," Dr. Bryan Raudenbush from Wheeling Jesuit University in West Virginia noted in comments to Reuters Health.

"These substances by themselves have previously been found to increase alertness and attention and what we have found is that by consuming chocolate you can get the stimulating effects, which then lead to increased mental performance."

To study the effects of various chocolate types on brain power, Raudenbush and colleagues had a group of volunteers consume, on four separate occasions, 85 grams of milk chocolate; 85 grams of dark chocolate; 85 grams of carob; and nothing (the control condition).

After a 15-minute digestive period, participants completed a variety of computer-based neuropsychological tests designed to assess cognitive performance including memory, attention span, reaction time, and problem solving.

"Composite scores for verbal and visual memory were significantly higher for milk chocolate than the other conditions," Raudenbush told Reuters Health. And consumption of milk and dark chocolate was associated with improved impulse control and reaction time.

Previous research has shown that some nutrients in food aid in glucose release and increased blood flow, which may augment cognitive performance. The current findings, said Raudenbush, "provide support for nutrient release via chocolate consumption to enhance cognitive performance."