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happy new year sa inyong lahaaaaaaaat!
wala akong load!
Good luck sa 2008 natin!

my 2007,,
has been the busiest, most pressured, most occupied, most sleepless, most traveled, most nocturnal, most controversial, most of the most of my life!!

i met a lot of new friends, i encountered a lot of rush projects, i encountered lots of worries, i've been with the most annoying people in the world, the worst, the craziest professor on earth, the best professor on earth,
i learned a lot in the field of publication, in communication research, in controling mind over matter, in advertising, more on my crafty side,
i have experienced the poorest days of my life, crankiest days, never-ending ranting, most controvertial issues in the family, the best days with the best people, worsening memory lapses
i have recieved the greatest news from friends,the dream gadget, the greatest gift from a special someone, the greatest comments, the greatest criticisms,the greatest failure,

and after all, i still receive the same comments from different professors.u know it's me who made it when u read their comment that says: "please elaborate"

this is one of the laziest day of my oinky year,,
everyone's been busy and i'm supposed to be busy too, but
i felt very LAZY today,,
all i did today is face the computer!
i edited pix,played online games,edited pix,played online games which i'm supposed to be working on writing and layouting 2 news articles and 2 feature articles, working on my photojourn journal, supposed to have e-mailed my photojourn reflection paper, shooting for my photojourn photo essay, making my devcom volunteerism reflection paper, devcom profile studies, studying ethics and THESIS.geesh,that's a LOT!
i felt so so so soooo lazy that i even took time reading the rabbit's 2008 horoscope. it's so negative that it made me feel lazier.
so i went back playing online games,,
[this season is the poorest yet satisfying holiday of my life,i hope next year will be better]

lately, i've been feeling uneasy.i've been waking up in the middle of my sleep with all these pressure and worries in my mind as i feel the fast approaching resume of classes.i really hope to graduate this year.i don't want to dissapoint those who are expecting, especially my parents and relatives.

i'm pressured, i feel the pressure,
my mind's pre-occupied.
waah
waah,
wish me luck this coming mickey year!more luck!
pray that my emotions don't eat up my abilities.ha-ha

the year's almost over!

heck!
it only means one thing: deadlines are fast approaching!waaaaahhh!!!!!!
i looked at my notes this morning & whoa!i've got loads to do!haven't even started one and i dunno when,where & how to begin with.

sheesh,,
a never-ending list of new year's resolutions
i'm not hopeless,i believe

it just takes me weird conditionings before i start working seriously with my school related tasks,,

wish me luck in my studies this coming 2008

have a prosperous new year!i hope 2008 will make me optimistic,i dunno how that's gonna happen,,

he's so annoying!
i dunno if he's dense or simply in denial!

i wanna write down all the things he does & he doesn't that annoys me but, i think i'll just surely be waisting my time.

aarggh!! why? why are u like this??

why can't u see or feel or even appreciate what i'm doing for u???????????

i wanna believe that ur an xyy and that i'm an xxy.oh sheesh!

this is so annoying!

i don't want someone who would die for me,
here's the logic: he's dead, i'm not. now what?
i want someone who'll live for me, because of me,,

i don't want someone to sympathize when i'm feeling down
i want him to listen,,
then, do something to lift my spirits up

i don't want someone to do anything for me,
i want him to do anything for us

i want things done his way, not my way.

i hate it when people keep on apologizing instead of avoiding doing the same mistake over and over again. tsk!
i need not to see or feel efforts
i just need to stop hearing or seeing apologies!
am i demanding too much?
i just want to make things better!
you'll see what i mean, if u start doing what u want, what u feel right, not what i want and not because i said so.
tsk!