today is equal to one episode of fear factor!
i really did face my fears today.
yay!
i got lost inside a hospital!!yay! can u imagine me roaming around in the hospital for about a hundred times just to find out it's the wrong hospital!!!??you read it right!it's the WRONG hospital and worst, the visiting hours is OVER! well, good thing i'm not alone. With me are my mom and 2 aunts. we got in the right hospital in around 7:30 pm. with my mom's "begging powers" telling the guard that we came from Cavite and got lost, the guard let us in!^_^v
[fear:i don't like hospitals becuz i hate to see people in pain. it makes me feel like i'm in pain.yay!]
At last!We entered the right hospital..the one admited in the hospital by the way is my little cuzn, Nyze, who is only 4yrs old. Expectedly, the ward is full of children in pain!yay!! also there are babies in the incubator. I pity the 4month old baby!they said his mom attempted to abort him but he survived!in my mind, i wanted to shout, "bibilhin ko yan kapag nabuhay pa yan!" they said if someone would shout that out, the boy will survive.imagine how expensive the incubator fee is and to think that he has to stay there for 5 more months!!he only has his grandfather to watch him over.the nurse tapped his tiny toes and i was so happy to see that he kicked back[it's like he defended himself].
anyway, when the clock turned 8, the nurse shouted "Lospe" then injected the medicine in my cuzn's dextrose.oh my!she cried in pain!a terrible cry!!after a few more minutes, we decided to leave the hospital for the visiting hours is way over and the officials might kick us out! =P
[fear:it really is my weakness to see crying children,worse to see them cry in pain. :'c. i don't even want to see them being scolded or see them in fear.]
we almost had a ride in the elevator!yay!
[fear:i fear elevators!!especially in hospitals.you'll have a 100% chance to ride with people on wheelchairs, with bandaged arms and stitches.]

i never thought i would be facing my fears in this way..
*sigh.what a very tiring day...
ciao!
pray for my cuz,Nyze, to get well soon..

God bless everyone.
tnx for taking time to read this crap.. =P ^_^v

today, i learned how to make an animated avatar.^_^ tnx to nocturnal-devil for the online tutorial. visit his page @ http://nocturnal-devil.deviantart.com and u'll find his works oh so awesome![gruesome =P].
i'm sleepy...
ciao!

i love www.deviantart.com even though i don't have deviations.. =P

due to the storm Glenda, classes are postponed..
*sigh.sa dami-dami ng araw, bakit ngaun pa?kasi naman major subjects ung class ko ngaun & once a week lng ung class namin! ok lng ung film app pero sa photography, ano na kayang mangyayari?*sigh,,..
good luck na lang!
ciao!
God bless!

well, exams are over so i thought of treating myself by making a new blog layout..xori i can't think of any colors. =P anyway, how do u find it? let me know, ok? just tag it or u can post a comment in this post.

ciao!
God bless everyone.. ^_^v

tinatamad ako mag-aral..kainis noh..i hate this feeling lalo na at Economics pa ung exam tom!! grabe ngaun, puro essay ung exam..tapos kanina ndi pa ako nag-review sa Sociology..nakakahiya kasi ang bait ng prof ko tapos sinisisiw ko lng subject nia..eto ngaun tuloy, mukhang sasablay ako,..,*aaaaarrrrggghhh!!ang tamad-tamad ko talaga! hmp! Ung sa Economics super nakakainis!!kasi naman departmentalize ung test tapos ndi man lang naituro samin ung ibang topics!!simula lng yata ung naituro samin!pano puro recitation inaatupag!magturo kaya muna cia bago cia magpa-recite?!!!?? ay ewan!! Good luck na lng! Sana matalino ako, kaso ndi eh...inggit ako sa mga matatalino...

ciao!
God bless..
*sigh

grabe!super kinikilig ako!ung mga tao sa paligid ko super in love...haaayy....
ang cute talaga nila...ako kaya kailan?oooppsss..hehehehe....pero masaya ako ngaun...^_^v...
asus.. =P
ciao!good luck sa comp journ & socio exams tom..

great! i tripped 5 or more embarassing times at SM Megamall..it's really embarassing.. T_T
well, i feel great today because my shots taken using my SLR turned out great!
i scanned some of it & i'll be posting it soon..
exam week starts tomorrow!
i'm fine..i'm ready??i guess.... lol.
i'm already inspired..i received an offline message from him telling me that......[oops! enough about him ^_^v lol.]
hey, i'm officially single.officially.[what does officially means?it's for me to know & for u to find out!]
anyway, wish me luck!

i'm elated..blissful as it may seem...^_^

great day!!
ciao!
God bless everyone!

i'm not feeling well..i hate typhoons! they give me running colds and some sort of fever.. T_T

but i felt better after eating goto from chowking.. ^_^

preliminary exam week is fast approaching! arrgghh!! i hate my sked, it really sucks & very tiring..

good luck to me.
(why do i rant more often now?i don't know! lol. groggy!)
p.s. hi to ms. dreamer of dreams. i finally found u.

ciao!