ur there but i can't feel u
ur there but still i feel empty.,
u just don't know how darker it is here than there
how will u know?
ur just "there" but never "here"
...literaly & figuratively...
it pains me.,,

i've been leaving out clues of my emotions.,,
you never get to pick them all up.,,
i've been keeping a lot of it to myself.,,
for u not to get mocked or degraded.,,

don't know where this would take us
don't know where this would take me.,,,

it's easy to say "i give up"
but the black hole already ate me,,
i can't let go.,,of something that is already precious to me.,,
it will hurt me as much as it would do to u.,,,or worse to me.,,

i declared the war but at the end of the day,found myself raising the white flag
*sigh
i lost
will i ever win?
no.,,i don't think so.,,
i think i'll always be a loser..,,,

let's leave it be..,,

Shala.:.in God's will

bakit ba kasi ndi na lang ako naging lalaki???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

T_T

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

shoot me!