i'm feeling the pressure from they say
i'm getting frustrated
i'm lacking self-esteem
i'm loosing perseverance
i got easily intimidated
i feel like i'm not good at anything at all
i'm getting more and more pessimist
and it's getting serious that i don't get to sleep at night
it's easy to say "whatever happens, face it!you can do it!"
it's easy to think "i don't fear rejection"
but i don't like seeing disappointment from people's faces
who says i'm relaxing?
no i'm not
i'm pressured.
i feel pressured
by the people
and by my own thoughts,,,