today is equal to one episode of fear factor!
i really did face my fears today.
yay!
i got lost inside a hospital!!yay! can u imagine me roaming around in the hospital for about a hundred times just to find out it's the wrong hospital!!!??you read it right!it's the WRONG hospital and worst, the visiting hours is OVER! well, good thing i'm not alone. With me are my mom and 2 aunts. we got in the right hospital in around 7:30 pm. with my mom's "begging powers" telling the guard that we came from Cavite and got lost, the guard let us in!^_^v
[fear:i don't like hospitals becuz i hate to see people in pain. it makes me feel like i'm in pain.yay!]
At last!We entered the right hospital..the one admited in the hospital by the way is my little cuzn, Nyze, who is only 4yrs old. Expectedly, the ward is full of children in pain!yay!! also there are babies in the incubator. I pity the 4month old baby!they said his mom attempted to abort him but he survived!in my mind, i wanted to shout, "bibilhin ko yan kapag nabuhay pa yan!" they said if someone would shout that out, the boy will survive.imagine how expensive the incubator fee is and to think that he has to stay there for 5 more months!!he only has his grandfather to watch him over.the nurse tapped his tiny toes and i was so happy to see that he kicked back[it's like he defended himself].
anyway, when the clock turned 8, the nurse shouted "Lospe" then injected the medicine in my cuzn's dextrose.oh my!she cried in pain!a terrible cry!!after a few more minutes, we decided to leave the hospital for the visiting hours is way over and the officials might kick us out! =P
[fear:it really is my weakness to see crying children,worse to see them cry in pain. :'c. i don't even want to see them being scolded or see them in fear.]
we almost had a ride in the elevator!yay!
[fear:i fear elevators!!especially in hospitals.you'll have a 100% chance to ride with people on wheelchairs, with bandaged arms and stitches.]
i never thought i would be facing my fears in this way..
*sigh.what a very tiring day...
ciao!
pray for my cuz,Nyze, to get well soon..
God bless everyone.
tnx for taking time to read this crap.. =P ^_^v