oo nga naman,.most girls are dreaming to be in the scene,..cno ba naman ang may ayaw nian?ung mga bitter/manhater?bitter/manhater nga ba or in denial?hmmm?

bakit nga ba masyadong big deal yan? lam nio nagkaroon ako ng time na mag-isip-isip tungkol dian.

noon kasi, mejo boyish ako so i'm not really into admiration & the like. parang man-hater..then someone admired me when i was in 1st yr. highschool & i almost cursed him for liking me! i felt nauseous seeing him that time!yabang ko noh!i know..my main goal that time is to get rid of him, to make him hate me but he doesn't seem to care! i was too young to appreciate those kind of stuff! hindi nga ako nag-aayos noon so that no one would appreciate me. those were the times i started to ask the question why is it a big deal to have a boyfriend?

as i started to grow, i slowly learned to appreciate the opposite sex and also the things they do for girls. most parents would forbid their daughters to have any commitments. mine's different. my mom would tell me,"masarap mag-aral kapag my inspiration. you would see hearts instead of stars & numbers around you[giggles]" i would just laugh as a reply. my dad would say,"mag-post k dun sa plaza WANTED BOYFRIEND!para may kasabay ka na pauwi"then i would say "ha-ha-ha". they said reverse psychology is good for me not to be rebelious[no offense].

so you think i already figured out the answer? your wrong!
upto this time, i'm still curious.i have no boyfriend and i never had.

siguro kaya big deal dahil nga sa curiosity.

how does it feel when someone holds ur hand in front of everyone?
how does it feel when someone of the opposite sex is very proud to have you in his life?
how does it feel when someone tells you or makes you feel that you're the reason why he continues to live & be inspired?

at kung anu-ano p mng katanungan na gusto nilang sila mismo ang makatuklas ng sagot.

impakta ako kung sasabihin kong hindi ko napagdaan to..

naging-curious din ako..kahit hanggang ngaun...

pero naisip ko, masyado pang busy ang buhay ngaun..3rd yr college nko at karamihan ng subjects ko ngaun eh puro major. Priority ko pa rin ang pag-aaral at malamang halos lahat naman ay katulad ko.

siguro nga hindi pa ngaun ang panahon para tuklasin ang mga sagot sa maraming katanungan sa isip ko. marami p nmng panahon para dian..

BUT!!!!!!!!!!kung dumating man siya ngaun, i'm not closing my doors. we just have to talk bout these things.if he's willing to wait. ^_^
ok n sakin ung ma-feel na may naiinspire ako at may inspiration ako..endearments kahit unofficial..i'm not gonna be that serious with my feelings..dahan-dahan lng..

I belive that everything happens & will happen for a reason, everything exist for a purpose & these things happen------AT THE RIGHT PLACE AND AT THE RIGHT TIME.

for now, we just have to focus on our responsibilities and priorities. There is no reason for girls to frown and be desperate.

SMILE, be happy and enjoy life!Open your eyes wide! you'll see lots of reasons to be happy.
ciao!God bless ^_^v