tama c jhonie..it's not the falling down that hurts.it's the SUDDEN STOP...

i feel so alone..

Suddenly, ung mga nakasanayan kong kasama at mga nakasanayan kong kausap bigla na lng nawawala...

sabi ko magiging optimistic na ako but right now, i admit that i can't help but be pessimistic..paranoia bothers me too..

*sigh, ano ba naman 'to...

normal pa ba ako?tell me...

if you are going to ask me how many times i go online...

the answer is as much as i can possibly be...

i'm waiting, expecting to see some friends online so that i can chat with them..

i miss them...

naka-unlimited nga me, wala nmang ka-interact kasi cla naman ung walang load..sayang unli...la nmn ako mga quotes..

there must be something wrong with me...

baka ung judgement ko sa ibang tao bumalik sakin..

baka hindi pala cla ung ganun..ako pala talga..[karma?]

hope...

i shud be hopeful...

i shud luk at the brighter side...be optimist..

madaling sabihin, mahirap gawin..

*sigh

right now physically, i feel so ill..

it's difficult to breathe & i'm suffering from cough & colds..
dumagdag pa sa pahirap ng masyado kong pag-iisip...

take care everyone and God Bless..
Pray for me to have hope and learn finally to look on the more positive & brighter side of life...